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About Me Member Wannabe Novelist fuzinessMale/Australia Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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That Three-Letter WordIt’s the way I miss you  Like nothing I’ve felt before  At this second, I think I’ve died from the inside.  I think you make me feel too real.  I think I’ll huddle in my lifeless bed, ponder about you, and feel my own withered hand, cold and flabby, as it struggles to share your warmth.  I’ll feel the memories shoot past me, and I’ll wince at every selfish move I ever made. I’ll point it out and scream silently; Garyn you fucking idiot! I cant believe you did that…how could you be so fucking cruel…no wonder your alone…  And I’ll hug my pillow, and mesh deeper into self-pity and deeper into regret and anger and de That Three-Letter Word
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Villanelle - For SimDo not leave me to smile in the dark.  Alone with a silence that’s ripping out sound,  Alone with your shadow and silvery laugh.   
These pictures of you, once stenciled in stark,  
Now dancing on edge of memories drowned.  I’d die if you left me to smile in the dark.   
Swollen disgrace, the blistering mark.  My youth in my tears as they burst to the ground,  Alone with my shadows; your silvery laugh.   
I’d forgotten how far our smiles used to arch,  When we played and we cried, and together we’d bound.  Please don’t leave me to cry in the dark. Villanelle - For Sim
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WhisperDripping in memories, I hear your voice again.  
Floating into my mind, I see you again. Mixing innocence with sadness, a whispery child that speaks of loss and sorrow beyond his years. I remember. And I’m counting the days as the end draws near. It cuts too deep. It becomes bitterness tangled in jealousy, once quenched, now overwhelmed as the last sparkle of purity disappears into nothing.  
You sang to me softly, lacking that rough edge, and I drifted in your etheral tones. Though the words of the song spoke of wrenching pain, I closed my eyes and heard from under the weavings your nostalgia, your loss. As I dreamed with your voic Whisper
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MusicPounding through your soul  Breaking past the walls  Pumping down your veins  Streaming as your life   
It’s the music that is speaking  The music that is keeping you  
It’s a language that is burning  Rushing breath into your lungs  
Locked inside this world  
You’re fresher than the cold   
Rifling through your hair  Smashing past the mind  Blasting down your ghost  Pulsing as your blood   
It’s the music that is teaching  The music that is seeking you  It’s a language that is yearning  Rushing breath into your cheeks  Fastened to this w Music
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Tainted LoveGladly I rip your heart out  To hear its last beat   
Throw the darkness watch you die  
Poison on your lips for I cannot tell a lie   
Content in your torment  
Ill be your biggest scar   
Silence in the room  
Deafening echo’s go so far   
We’ll die in a river of love  
Drowning in the blood of life   
Such a tainted love  Has brought us here tonight   
Deep in a trance  Locked into your eyes   
Together in eternity  Are souls for ever bond   
Actions have to be taken  When nightmares become dreams   
Babe y Tainted Love
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No-cry zone
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Pantoum - meA mask of joyous, contagious laughter,  A breath of feeling, emotion and pain.  He sits and waits, not knowing what he's after,  He feels the pain, again and again.   
A breath of feeling, emotion and pain,  He sits there wondering, deep in thought.  He feels the pain, again and again,  He sits there crying, it's not what he sought.   
He sits there wondering, deep in thought,  What he's lost, why he's here.  He sits there crying, it's not what he sought,  Lost in emotions, running away tears.   
What he's lost, why he's here.  Lost in emotions, running away tears Pantoum - me
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Butterfly suicideAnd he saw all her scars,  From the times that she died.  and she died every time  from every new papercut  Not considering,  But thinking about  Butterfly suicide,  Beautiful monocide.  but  Her life was  self-mutilating  not self-terminating  But everytime that she died  Whenever he saw her  overmedicated smile  he said, what was true to them  "It's alright" Butterfly suicide
by ~dysangelist
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Breaking Days

Tue Jul 4, 2006, 4:44 AM
Currently Listening to: What I've Been Looking For - High School Musical
First dA entry...only cause I'm feeling so freaking shit and I need something to do before I chuck something =.=".
Sigh sigh ... I was just thinking... usually I would say I can't handle another day, but I could have to handle another few years haha...I didn't realise I didn't have a choice =.="
Scattered thoughts...
Mann it only takes one little thing to start of a whole new tirade of hurt inside - this time it was seeing them on MSN. Seems like nothing... but knowing the fact that I can't even speak to them kills. Bah Bah.
I still force myself to look at the blog though, but I know it will pain me to do so. I just want - no wait, need - to make sure everythings okay with them. And also, I admit , the selfish, foolish, desperate, etc. hope that they might miss me even a little.
Gosh, gosh, the hols made me feel empty and numb, and I really longed to see the someone again - but now that I saw them at school (where I was conveniently ignored) the emotion seems umbearable.
Yeah, I'm feeling quite bitter/jealous/angry/hurt, but hopefully I'll rejoin with Sadness, my new best friend, where I can wallow in memories when I took their care and comfort for granted. Hopefully, Sadness will take me by the hand and tell me, quite reasonably, that I have no-one to blame but myself. And lastly, hopefully, Sadness will spark some divine intervention, and I can have my friend back, and I won't have such icy splinters in my heart.
Maybe these icy splinters could be soothed away, by a warm voice, or maybe hugged away, by a fuzzy embrace. And maybe that day will never come, and right now, that's exactly what's on my mind.
Well fuck this, I think I've rambled too much. I guess writing helped a little - well staved off the hurt for about 15 mins =.=", still better than nothing.
Bleh...need some freaking pills to help me get to sleep whenever I want...
Maybe I should smash my k/b daalglaghaguagagKLJSDG <---- that's my deviation for today = P
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  • Current Residence: Whoop Whoop Land
  • Interests: Music, Writing, Reading
  • Favourite movie: The Lion King, High School Musical
  • Favourite band or musician: Disney =]
  • Favourite genre of music: Disney hehe
  • Favourite artist: God ohhh yeh x]
  • Favourite poet or writer: Lynn Flewlling
  • Favourite photographer: erm...God?
  • Favourite style of art: erm..God..
  • Operating System: God...
  • MP3 player of choice: i dont have one..
  • Shell of choice: huh? God?
  • Wallpaper of choice: erm.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Simba
  • Personal Quote: Immortality is found in love =]
  • Tools of the Trade: dictionary.com. quick and easy when your writing =]

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~reniiey Jul 14, 2006, 11:37:31 PM
garyynnnnnnnn bittt latee but yess HOPE YOU HAVE GOOD TIME IN MALAYSIAA =D !! sorry for not saying byee when u left eh eh xD xD xD. hope u readd thiss ahah didn't know where else to leave a message xD. hmm yess don't kill yourself out there =] have fun and will miss yaaa heapps ^^ <3 irenee.
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*ash4love Jul 12, 2006, 3:38:40 AM
Thank you for stopping by my gallery!! :rose:

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"Our doubts are traitors, and make us lose the good we oft might win, by fearing to attempt" William Shakespeare
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~fuziness Jul 5, 2006, 4:00:04 AM
hehe np =], I enjoy the way you write nearly the exact opposite of me xD
and hii irene
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~VTPPGLVR Jul 5, 2006, 3:12:04 AM
Thanx for the faves, man!! :-D

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These Hands never let go
The bible tells me so
They didn't flinch when the nails went in
They didn't hesitate to cleanse me of my sin
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~fuziness Jul 2, 2006, 4:12:04 AM
hehe i'm watching you anyway =]
and np, you deserved it ^^v
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~fortress-of-tears13 Jul 1, 2006, 7:29:59 PM
whoops! sorry! I meant thank you for the fav. I was thinking of how I was going to watch you...and so therefore typed "watch" lol

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:bulletpurple: I have an idea.
Here take this knife.
Cut out your heart.
Now place your heart into my hand.
*Stabs the heart a million times*
There now. Better? :bulletpurple:
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~fortress-of-tears13 Jul 1, 2006, 7:28:51 PM
Thank you so much for the watch!

I love your writing :heart:

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:bulletpurple: I have an idea.
Here take this knife.
Cut out your heart.
Now place your heart into my hand.
*Stabs the heart a million times*
There now. Better? :bulletpurple:
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~x-innocence-x Jul 1, 2006, 3:35:57 PM
Thanks for stopping by! =D

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Simba...

No, I'm Jesus, LOL

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~Tamuril-Marie Jul 1, 2006, 2:39:36 PM
omg :glomp: thank you for the comment and add :p it made me happy :D

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